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by angrywildelephant

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1.
what are your intentions? cause i feel like they're not what i thought i think that i'm scared, but when am i not? and your hand fit mine like a glove, and i think that's enough or i guess i'll just have to grow up yeah i guess i'll to grow up. i held you for what felt like hours at the top of your stairs and every time i was afraid you'd let go you'd just squeeze tighter what was i thinking? feels like the more i think the more i mess up i wish that i wasn't so much yeah i wish that i wasn't so much you told me not to cry, but it was too late it was too late for both of us it was too late for both of us
2.
autumn 02:42
like my knuckles twenty times a day i crack under the pressure love makes us more than what we are but i don't know what i was before and i know what i am now and i think that i'm getting scurvy if this teaches me anything it's that i don't think that i'd last too long at sea i'm back to the start like a bungee my nausea collides with the whiplash and all of my insides are turned out and green like your knuckles were twenty times a day i am now completely under control of somebody else now. and i just don't know what to name them and if they're a part of me, or if they're a part of you. the autumn abundance of leaves on the ground can't help but remind me of how we turned out the autumn abundance of leaves on the ground can't help but remind me of how we turned out the autumn abundance of leaves on the ground just can't help but remind me of how we turned out the autumn abundance of leaves on the ground can't help but remind me of how we turned out.
3.
somewhere beyond the sea somewhere waiting for me my lover stands on golden sands and watches the ships that go sailing somewhere beyond the sea she's there watching for me if i could fly like birds on high then straight to her arms i'd go sailing it's far beyond a star it's near beyond the moon i know beyond a doubt my heart will lead me there soon we'll meet beyond the shore we'll kiss just as before and happy we'll be beyond the sea and never again i'll go sailing i know beyond a doubt my heart will lead me there soon we'll meet beyond the shore we'll kiss just as before and happy we'll be beyond the sea and never again i'll go sailing no more sailing so long sailing bye bye sailing no more sailing so long sailing bye bye sailing move out captain
4.
i'm not getting better like i planned so just come over and we'll get drunk like we're seventeen again i promise i don't hate you, i just really hate my voice. i try my best to reach out but all i can make is noise and i swear it's not a cry for help, or solitude i need all i know is that it's getting worse and i can't fucking breathe so i will plot a script out in my head to tell you what i mean but i know i will still fuck things up in the end anyway i'm not sure if who i am will ever be enough because i'm always sleeping in, so i am always staying up i really wish that i could change get enough sunlight each day but i don't think that i could do it even if it'd make you stay so i'll stay locked inside my bedroom irreparably fucked but hey, at least i'm comfortable somewhere even though it isn't much maybe one day i will speak my mind i know you wouldn't give a fuck i really wish that you'd shut up i really wish that you'd shut up so i'll stay locked inside my basement drinking arnold palmer tea having paranoid delusions of me busting out my teeth i am told it's temporary, but the rarity runs thin i am losing all my hair i am peeling at the skin

about

a series of songs about letting go i wrote between may 2022 and may 2023 arranged chronologically, as well as a cover stuck in between.

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released July 7, 2023

"you found me (mipha's grace)" written and arranged by angrywildelephant

samples from the legend of zelda: breath of the wild

mixed and mastered by sterling saved


"autumn" written and arranged by angrywildelephant

mixed and mastered by sterling saved


"beyond the sea" written by charles trénet and jack lawrence

arranged by angrywildelephant

mixed and mastered by sterling saved


"advanced placement (arnold palmer)" written and arranged by angrywildelephant

mixed and mastered by sterling saved


special thanks to aaron, addie, ben, dylan, garrett, jill, leif, and phoenix

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